This is so true D:
It’s sad hearing your story.
I live in Indonesia. I had had an ordinary life as a high school student and now a university student. But all my life I had trouble maintaining my friendships. Every time I went to the next level of school (primary to secondary to high school), I lost friends I’ve felt close with. We just sort of drifted away.
Now I have one best friend from high school, and one from uni. I can call them anytime, and they too.
It’s been hard for me. I’m an introvert, so I can’t stand talking for a long time. And I won’t feel comfortable joking around and telling my feelings unless I and the person have known each other for quite some time.
So I guess each of us have their own struggle in friendships. Good luck, you will find her or him! 💪